I don’t wish I had waited until I was completely committed to BLE, before I started writing. Because Day 65 me needed Day 7 me.
Secrecy has become a very strong instinct, a part of my identity. I don’t want it to be, anymore, but it’s going to be hard to change.
The next task ahead of me is telling someone in my family. Since I’ll be leaving for the wilds of northern Ontario at the end of this week, I can’t put off the decision any longer. Who to tell?
Considering how desperately I wanted to be thin, how sure I was that I had a problem that required drastic steps to resolve, and how convincing the evidence presented in the Bright Line Eating book was, how could I have doubted?
I’m here now. And I’m grateful for that.
It feels like the beginning of a great adventure.
I, C.M. Gibson, being of sound mind, hereby promise to adhere to the principles of Bright Line Eating from this day forward
I need to embrace BLE as a part of who I am.
Sunshine is a luxury, and this wet, rainy spring has made me appreciate it all the more.
I’ve learned that these conversations rarely go as expected, so I came into this with very little preconceptions.